Other Things N Stuff

Wake up early is good, I'm not denying a bit. With the sunlight and and cool air, I feel calm in every way. These past few months and weeks, I realised that I've been trying to focus on myself. Else than enjoying my latest commission artworks for a best selling author (I'll share about it upcoming), I too enjo my time with my mom who loves dramas, gaming, and cooking. For most I think I enjoy my time watching movies, back and forth gaming The Last Of Us Part 1 and Part 2. Feel good beat up some zombies with their weapons choice. Morning wakes up does gives me some kind of feelings.. Where I feels more to my mind. And so do my my body. Mood? Cool like that. My routine every time I get up, definitely my favourite drink, Milo. With 2 plain crackers. Around 12 to 1pm where I usually plan for cooking, which these days just simple one. Even tofu can be the protein source of dish. Like I said.. On my IG story and on WP blog, I want a balance life - between whatever I have to deal ...

A year ago, on April , I had this thought and feeling on matter where I am as an artist, in visual art scene/field. And I think now, I'm grateful for the decision I made. While wondering should I step off from visual art scene, and carry on with my own - without realised I'm allowing myself to experience new things, new stuff out of my thing - art. On June, I decided as I'm learning to accept and letting go, that maybe visual art scene was just not my place.. I love art, and in matter of love it, I mean the process of making and the feeling that I got when working on a piece of drawing or illustration, sometimes sketching. But I just need to go along with the reality of life and my reality on my daily basis.. It was a tough decision for myself, as an artist, as myself who loves art, drawing since little.. But after almost 10 years, I just feel like, it's time. And I was so okay at the time as recall it now. The feelings that I got was, a reliefs. I felt thing just final...

Lots of things this past week. In reality of life, and in mind. Snapped this at after noon, front house. I've been feeling back and forth, on matter of my feelings. And probably state of my mind. I don't open much mentally and emotionally online. In my WP blog or even with IG story where I feel most comfortable with. I guess I'm not vulnerable online like many people can. Even if I do, I don't write about it detail like specifically detail of the details. Weird why I'm like this, but I think it's psychological so.. yea.. I still can't, I guess.. But I think I will, and will be there in any days near time. It's midnight currently. Past 2.30am.. So sleepy lately and it's really early sleepy which I hardly can, but maybe because I'm physically tired with routine and such.. Oh well.. And I'm thinking what to cook tomorrow? Also, still waiting to get a connector USB type C.....? So I can use my physical keyboard to blog and whatever..

We human need rest. Even to those that most at home, for some reasons. They too, need rest. By mean, not only physical. But mental and emotions, and spiritual.. We as human, need a rest. Need a time where we just take it easy, take things slowly. Even so, specially when sick coming at us, human. Guess we need to take a rest, specially when we not so well, physically, mentally and emotionally. Without feeling guilty.

It's my second day having a flu like. These days, since my last year of school era, and so, I've noticed that I rarely get fever, flu like. Sore throat was most my started point to feel fever, then flu symptoms. I'm having my Milo of the day. I usually drink it twice a day. Yesterday, after first mug of Milo, I decided to make a tea. A warm, and can say a bit hot tea, with honey and ginger slice. I had three times. Alhamdulillah I can say better now. Much better.  But the flu already hit me. Nose, well, doesn't feel so good. Uncomfortable feeling like.. Mild headache.. I don't like it.. So, see if I can feel better than yesterday.

I'm sleepy. But need to read few pages of any book or novel I bought, after long time not read any, since I was busy with my art stuff. Now, while writing this, Kiti the cat having her meal. I'm reading the forth book from Mortal Engines by Philip Reeves. I have 200 plus pages to go, and I started read it since 2018, if I'm not wrong. It's.. Well, long time right? The reason was I bought the book first, then later in 2020, I bought the second and third books. As the result, I decided to postpone with the fourth book, and read with timeline. I read the second and third, and managed to finished both around last year, 2022. Then started to continue with the fourth. And I plan to finish it before end of this year.. See if I can.

So I think I have to decide to continue here or stick with WordPress. I can say that Blogspot totally just as it is, just like before Google+ and after Google+. I just feel in between, to continue with WordPress which with plugins, JetPack. Couple days ago I tried to go with WordPress dashboard. Only to realise that most things such as Stats, Notification, and Reader is not available... It's frustrating... Almost 3 years I'm using WordPress before it app icon turned into JetPack, I like it so much. Only to be face change like other social media platforms, such Instagram... The "to be content creator" algorithm just too much to me... And so, I'll be thinking slowly... To continue blogging here, or stick with WordPress... This.. Just tough as I promote my works too...

Just visiting.  Since WP just not so cool few months ago.. Here's just, nostalgic..

Raining half of the day.. Just like what's going on.. Can't be active or do outdoor work. Rain pour heavily lately, until the sky turn dark. Plus there's thing that I need to check every one hour, like that, at least.. Just have to keep on going. Because I believe, everyone go through something. No matter what our situation or condition we live in, we go through something.. But, just keep it up, keep on going..