Since mid last year, I started to notice something. Something that deep, and I learnt from it since, practice it, although not that easy.
We heard many times of quote.
Some of us hold on to some of it. Some of us hold on to it and practice it. When come to write something, even a thought on something such as issue or matter, I just had a hard time to do so. Like, using direct words. I couldn't do it back then. It was so hard. Maybe I'm not used to it.. But late last year, I've been noticing something with how interaction with direct and straightforward.. Somehow.. Much better.. More of human.
I'm not used to when comes to write something. Be it on my blog or my IG story - which most personal space that I feel like safe..? While doing so, I answered a QnA sticker from an art platform. They asked me "why I go for detailed illustrations?", since my answer before was that I'm abstract artist turned detailed one. I took time to answer the question.. and my answer was, which part of it, "....to be honest with oneself is a need in doing what I want to do..". I never thought that would be my answer..
Reason why that was my answer, because a quote that hold. "May the truth set you free" - when come to this quote people often think about truth for crime cases and such like only. But as I learnt about myself and dealing with ups and downs in life, this quote is deep. It's not only for that kind of truth, but starting from self truths. It's the truth of you being who and how you are. The truth of thinking, mentally, feeling, emotionally, spiritually, personally and even how care you are doing things you passion about, be it in your job or work, towards your friends and circle, towards family, towards issues with your own opinion, towards everything. That's the truth of you, that's you only know - and it's what I've been doing and holding on with myself.
Just a bit different, I said "may my truth set me free". In learning still about validation and being human, as myself, my real me. So I can feel okay to write and use the exact word, in the future.. Hope so. With my own pace, like every one has.

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